I Miss the Way You'd Look

Yeah i try and i try but it's never enough I just wanna sleep don't wake up I can't feel yeah you stab me i ignore it It's two am through my veins feel the poison It's tough luck, in my room you circle me I don't know what to do, Fill my brain with uncertainty But your silence speaks when you never did And you don't even care but that's irrelevant I miss the way you'd look when i was yours Wanna talk to you but i'm always ignored I'm sinking deep in the water I'm sorry to bother I'm anxious and i'm breaking i can't hold any longer Just turn off, your porcelain face And take my hand we can finally escape Is it the cost of my persona that'll put me in the grave? And i just wanna runaway but then you wanna make me stay Woke up in the middle of your bed last night In my chest got a feeling that it's not alright But you kill me so softly I took too many drugs i can't feel my body I'm throwing rocks through your window You don't wanna fall in love but it's been known I got bleach in my eyes The thought of you just makes me wanna go and die Don't look me in my eyes Don't make me feel alive It's like every single days now a bad dream Oh how you left you meant everything to me Everything you do is subliminal I can't take it, I can't take it, And you're so critical with all of your assumptions I can't face it, I can't face it, Like don't don't go away from here tonight Just hold hold hands and we'll be through the night You're so bold bold the way you're moving your hips alright And you know know i never wanna put you in the bad light I miss the way you'd look when i was yours Wanna talk to you but i'm always ignored I'm sinking deep in the water I'm sorry to bother I'm anxious and i'm breaking i can't hold any longer Just turn off, your porcelain face And take my hand we can finally escape Is it the cost of my persona that'll put me in the grave? And i just wanna runaway but then you wanna make me stay Woke up in the middle of your bed last night In my chest got a feeling that it's not alright But you kill me so softly I took too many drugs i can't feel my body I'm throwing rocks through your window You don't wanna fall in love but it's been known I got bleach in my eyes The thought of you just makes me wanna go and die