Ty's Pain

Tell Me Why The fuck I Gotta Be Alone So Many Times Thought About Dying Alone Thought I Had One Now She Gone Tell Me Wtf I Gotta Do Not To Be Alone I Gave You My Heart Showed You My Scars You Turned Away While Im Hoping I Could Get Saved Tell Me Why Females Have The Same Plan Break Hearts Take It Do The Same Thing Again Look Tell Me Why Im All I Got Tryna Find Love But Its Lost I Dont Think Ill Ever Find Love Again Think Ill Die And Rot In Pain I DONT THINK ILL EVER FUCKING CHANGE I LOVED YOU TILL I HATED ME I HATED EVERYONE FEMALES JUST BREAK HEARTS FOR FUN ONLY TIME I DONT FEEL PAIN IS WHEN I RUN I MIGHT AS WELL SAY FUCK EVERYONE DEMONS SITTING THERE STARING AT ME LAUGHING MAKING JOKES ABOUT WHY I CANT BE HAPPY BUT I GUESS NO ONE DOESNT FEEL MY PAIN SO I MIGHT AS WELL CALL THIS TY'S PAIN SO I MIGHT AS WELL CALL THIS TY'S PAIN YEAAA Look I SAY THE NEXT TIME ANYBODY GONE SEE ME IMA BE SITTING ON THE COUCH WITH MY BRAINS BLOW OUT WONDERING WHY I PUT THIS BULLET IN MY HEAD GOT YOU WISHING I SHOULDA DRUNK INSTEAD EITHER WAY BOTH THINGS LEAD ME TO MY DEATH I THOUGHT YOU SEE I WOULD DIE FOR YOU I EVEN MADE 2 SONGS ABOUT YOU SMILED IN MY FACE BUT I GUESS IT WAS FAKE AND MOST OF YALL WONDER WHY IM NOT THE SAME ONLY YOUNG WITH A WHOLE LOTTA PAIN I MET YOU AND YOU SAID YOU WASNT LIKE THE REST BUT I GUESS I LET MY HEART GET THE BEST GOT LIED AND GOT MY HEART BROKEN SO MY SCARS BLED IM HEALING YOU WHILE YOU BREAKING ME YOU WAS KILLING ME BUT I COULDNT SEE HOW DUMB I WAS YOU JUST LIKE THE REST YOU WAS JUST PUTTING ME TO THE TEST LEMME GUESS ANOTHER HEARTBREAK NOW IM LOOKING AT GOD ASKING WHATS NEXT I SAID ANOTHER HEARTBREAK SO IM LOOKING AT GOD LIKE WHATS NEXT YEA I GUESS YOU WAS PUTTING ME TO THE TEST NOW CAN YOU GET THESE DEMONS OUT MY HEAD YOUR GOD YOU HAVE POWER TELL ME WHY YOU SCARED MAYBE ITS BC I GOT FEELINGS BUT NO ONE EVER CARED I GOT CAUGHT LOOKING AT MY PAST NOW IM FUCKING SCARED ALL THOSE HEARTBREAKS ARE HURTING ME INSIDE TELL ME WHY I DONT HAVE NO PLACE TO FUCKIN HIDE LOOK I WAS TOO FAST IS THAT THE REASON WHY YOU LEFT ME LIKE MY LAST WHY HURT ME THIS BAD IM HURT TO THE POINT I CANT EVEN STAND UP I GUESS IM PARALIZED FROM THE HEAD UP IN MY HEAD IM LOCKED LIKE WHAT THE FUCK