Crusade

Why am I supposed to be here Why am I supposed to be ok I don't get it Who am I supposed to smile for Good intensions at a toxic place I am walking away When my feet get cold and sore And my knees can't take no more Then I know I'm getting closer And braver, bigger, better on my own My mind will fight me through this crusade No pain, no gain No, I stay strong No matter all the ache I will get there anyway Is it really me that's leaving All that's left behind without regret I don't get it Heavy feet and heavy breathing Drip-drip, what is it? Tears or sweat? I keep walking ahead When my eyes just see the ground And I only taste my cotton mouth Then I know I'm getting closer And braver, bigger, better on my own My mind will fight me through this crusade No pain, no gain No, I stay strong No matter all the ache I will get there anyway I will get there anyway I'm braver, bigger, better on my own My mind will fight me through this crusade