Mouthwash

Everybody else has good intentions, I'm just making bad decisions Made a prison full of mirrors that I pointed at myself Everybody else is really good at everything and come to think of it I think I'm really bad at everything that I try out And it's such an ugly state Yelling names at my reflections But I like it that way (but I like it that way) What a stupid little game Doing drugs with my depression But I like it that way Yeah, I like it that way So I told myself I'm better, but she wouldn't believe me Bending over backward, so nobody could leave me Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings Wish that I could turn 'em off Fuck it Fuck it I was drinking coffee with my liquor Playing chicken with my liver Maybe someday it'll catch up to me, hoping that it won't I'll invite my problems home for dinner Overshare until we're bitter I'm a loser, I'm a quitter, I can never let it go So I told myself I'm better, but she wouldn't believe me Bending over backward, so nobody could leave me Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings Wish that I could turn 'em off and breathe a bit easy Run around in circles 'til I think I could throw up Super negative, I bite my tongue 'til it falls off Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash Fuck it So I told myself I'm better, but she wouldn't believe me Bending over backward, so nobody could leave me Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings (Told myself I'm better, but she wouldn't believe me) Run around in circles 'til I think I could throw up Super negative, I bite my tongue 'til it falls off Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash