Pity Party

Tonight, tonight (party), tonight Tonight, tonight, night (throw a), tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight (party) Tonight, tonight, night (throw a), tonight Over 20, kinda lazy and I think too much Haven't dated in a year, feels like I just got dumped I still argue with my mom and I need a better job Why does everything cost so much? Please don't ask me how I'm doing 'cause today just sucks All the things I wish that I was Aren't gettin' any clearer when I'm lookin' in the mirror Everything I wish that I've done Why did I go to college? Did I have better option? Put up the streamers for all my failures Blow up balloons for each promise I break Come pour one out for all my poor choices Let's buy a cake for all my mistakes 'Cause I'm already feeling sorry So I'll throw a pity party tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight (party), tonight Tonight, tonight, night (throw a), tonight Spent the night with all my demons and insomnia But sometimes I talk to Jesus about my anxious thoughts All my friends are moving on to big and better things I gave myself highfive just because I brushed my teeth I'm addicted to comparison and cups of caffine I want you to be happy but what about me? All the things I wish that I was Aren't getting any clearer when I'm lookin' in the mirror Everything I wish that I'd done Why did I go to college? Did I have better option? Put up the streamers for all my failures Blow up balloons for each promise I break Come pour one out for all my poor choices Let's buy a cake for all my mistakes 'Cause I'm already feeling sorry So I'll throw a pity party tonight Spent the night with all my demons and insomnia But tonight I'll talk to Jesus about my anxious thoughts All the things I wish that I was Aren't getting any clearer when I'm looking in the mirror Everything I wish that I've done Not one to be complainin', but right now I'll celebrate it Put up the streamers for all my failures Blow up balloons for each promise I break Come pour one out for all my poor choices Let's buy a cake for all my mistakes I'll save a seat for all of my feelings Call me tomorrow when I'm okay 'Cause I'm already feelin' sorry So I'll throw a pity party tonight Tonight, tonight (party), tonight (Tonight) I'll throw a pity party tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight (party), tonight (Tonight) I'll throw a pity party tonight (throw a)