I Think I Finally Made it to Hell ( A Pill too Big to Swallow)

If I were the moon and you looked up to me I'd fall from the sky and destroy everything Cause I'm good for nothing like a vacuum machine Just sucking you up but wont fix anything at all Look at my fingers bit down to the quick A phalangeal murder its making me sick Like I'm Jeffrey Dahmer chewing on bits of my nails to feel stronger God I'm so out of it tonight Tonight Cause I'm right where I wanted to be but it feels just like hell to me I'm right where I wanted to be but it feels just like hell to me It feels just like hell So hang like a picture up over my head My thoughts are screaming words you never said Replacement behaviors become my best friends And they're bringing old habits back up from the dead I'm right where I wanted to be but it feels just like hell to me I'm right where I wanted to be but it feels just like hell to me It feels just like hell to me It feels just like hell Oh I'm falling apart it's true Oh I'm picking up the pieces for you I'm right where I wanted to be but it feels just like hell to me I'm right where I wanted to be but it feels just like hell to me I'm right where I wanted to be but it feels just like hell to me It feels just like hell to me it feels just like hell to me It feels just like hell to me It feels just like hell