Drive

I don't want to think I just want to cry Finally confront Every sinking feeling I Swept under the rug Made a home down in the grief Postponed all the healing I was too stubborn to need Not knowing what I meant to you No moment where it all came to It's frustrating & I hate it Make your point you look so proud I let you in you let me down In five minutes I don't deserve it Oh It hurts to let go Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified, maybe I'm broken when I leave it all behind, baby So go Leave it alone You never ever saw it from my side, did you Why don't you just leave that shit in drive, will you Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified Why don't you just leave that shit in drive Hiding from myself In a happy made-up place Won't scream how much I miss you I won't stop your getaway To choose you every chance I get Can't like myself with nothing left It's frustrating And I hate it It kills to see you happy, how Did you move on and air it out In five minutes You don't deserve it Oh It hurts to let go Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified, maybe I'm broken when I leave it all behind, baby So go Leave it alone You never ever saw it from my side, did you Why don't you just leave that shit in drive, will you Front porch swings in paradise I hate you but you saved my life (Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified) (I'm broken when I leave it all behind) You make me so fucking mad But still I'd never take it back (You never ever saw it from my side) (Why don't you just leave that shit in drive) Oh It hurts to let go Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified, maybe I'm broken when I leave it all behind, baby So go Leave it alone You never ever saw it from my side, did you Drive, will you