Closure

I want you closer You're still in my head My mind is torture i thought that by now We'd be more important You're what I wanted Can't work this out So what are we doing now I want you closer You're still in my head My mind is torture i thought that by now We'd be more important You're what I wanted Can't work this out So what are we doing now Complicated With me that's just an understatement We could've been something greater You always felt underrated Said I ain't appreciate it Wish I was more motivated I never thought u would be the one to ever leave me baby I haven't been sleeping lately I haven't been eating lately Drowning in the deep end You told me to put my feet in I ain't know u had these secrets If you told me that your love was hell I'd have told you that I'm good I've had enough so you can keep it baby My aunt getting married and my momma found happiness All of this love around me and somehow I'm stuck in sadness Therapist asking when did all this start happening Traumatized as a youth I guess I ain't past it yet Burying my pain down deep in the casket I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna get dramatic If I told you bout my past You would say that story tragic Got me bending over backwards But I ain't no acrobatic baby I want you closer You're still in my head My mind is torture i thought that by now We'd be more important You're what I wanted Can't work this out So what are we doing now I want you closer You're still in my head My mind is torture i thought that by now We'd be more important You're what I wanted Can't work this out So what are we doing now The truth hurts but tell me what's true love Tell me what truth does Tell me who you trust We could've died together like Romeo Juliet Back in the Ford Escape we was watching true blood Told you bill and sookie ain't have nothing on us Left me in a bad place but it's all love How's it feel having nobody to call up That's the price that we pay for the fallout True pain But tell me why you changed Blame it on the mood swings Did you really lose faith I been through the darkest nights Tortured like Bruce wayne Down on my knees asking god for my due date All these emotions are scary I never asked to be here I always thought that you'd carry Me back to life when my fear Starts to eat all of my courage Told me I don't have to worry Would've been our anniversary But the story has veered I want you closer You're still in my head My mind is torture i thought that by now We'd be more important You're what I wanted Can't work this out So what are we doing now