Weight of the World

This world just weighs on me All of these things I do Hurt the people I love the most More than poetic words This is the truth that my instincts say not to share with you Caught in this double life It's good versus evil and wrong versus right They're all raging inside of me And I can't tell which one I want to be I wish you could feel the way I feel It hurts enough for me to know it's real I stay strong But this world just weighs on me Dollar signs, tear-filled eyes, and no sleep Yeah, the weight of the world The weight of the world's pushing down Tearing me apart Ripping through the mind and heart Sometimes I wish I could be Like every fucking boring loser around me Instead, I picked the hard way And now I'm struggling to keep This life from crushing, crushing me I've spread myself too thin And it's too late to run Wish I could disappear Wish I could fade into dust You try to act like you know me But you'll never know what I think 'Cause if you did, then you'd understand I love you more with every breath that I take I stay strong But this world just weighs on me Dollar signs, tear-filled eyes, and no sleep Yeah, the weight of the world The weight of the world's pushing down Tearing me apart Ripping through the mind and heart