Happy

I've been going to some Dark places I hate it when my Mind races I've got so many Blank spaces But I Wanna change, wanna change, wanna change I wish that I could get out of my own head Forgot how to smile so I just pretend And I'm scared to feel so I just deflect But the low makes the high feel better And I know I won't hurt forever But I've been going to some Dark places I hate it when my Mind races I've got so many Blank spaces But I Wanna change, wanna change, wanna change From my Old ways And all the habits that I Ain't shaking Sometimes I feel like I'm breaking But I I can change, I can change, I can change And be happy I wanna, I wannam I wanna I just want, I just want Just wanna be happy I wanna, I wanna, I wanna I just want, I just want Just wanna be happy I wanna, I wanna, I wanna Hello again there sadness, my old friend I think my medication is failing (I need to carry on) I've been ignoring the signs And check engine lights I guess I needed the bad in order to get better I won't be sad forever But I've been going to some Dark places I hate it when my Mind races I've got so many Blank spaces But I Wanna change, wanna change, wanna change From my Old ways And all the habits that I Ain't shaking Sometimes I feel like I'm breaking But I I can change, I can change, I can change And be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna) I just want, I just want Just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna) I just want, I just want Just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna) I just want, I just want Just wanna be happy But I've been going to some Dark places I hate it when my Mind races I've got so many Blank spaces But I Wanna change, wanna change, wanna change From my Old ways And all the habits that I Ain't shaking Sometimes I feel like I'm breaking But I I can change, I can change, I can change And be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna) I just want, I just want Just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna) I just want, I just want Just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna) Happy Shut up and be happy It's fun being happy That's what they say Oh and one day I know I'll be happy I'll be okay