New Joy

Let that new joy bloom

Reach roots through all of you

Despite what those bastards do

I've done more emotional labor for friends

Who won't lift a finger to ash a cigarette

I've placed that bet, paid that debt

I've given up chance, loaded dice in my hand

I never wanted this

Pushing self love like Sisyphus

Pushing self love like Sisyphus

Pushing self love like Sisyphus

Amazing grave

I was gagged and bound

Choking up old life

All these ghost I've found

Amazing grave

I found you out

I cut a new key

I've got a safe word now

Let that new joy bloom

Reach roots through all of you

Wilted petals grow anew

It's been a long time coming since

I've been emotional porn to your helplessness

Can I love myself

Or join you in your grave

Here's a fucking ash tray

Amazing grave

I was gagged and bound

Choking up old life

All these I ghost I've found

Amazing grave

I found you out

I cut a new key

I've got a safe word now

Cocaine hearts and morphine souls, you're all dressed up but no one to know

If I was a know nothing I know something now

Play me out boys, it's been hell

Play me out

LET THAT NEW JOY BLOOM