Side Effects

It's not contagious But I keep losing people who get close to me I know I'm not stable I wish it was something that the eye could see Dissociate from reality Heart stops Chest tight I can't breathe Suddenly it takes over me That's a side effect of my anxiety Now the voice inside my mind Keeps telling me I'm dying It's fine I know it's anxiety Fuck Now it's stuck inside my head Think I really might be dead That's a side effect of my anxiety It's not that easy But sometimes I just wish that I could turn it off I'm tired of faking Who was it that taught me what I feel is wrong? Dissociate from reality Heart stops Chest tight I can't breathe Suddenly it takes over me That's a side effect of my anxiety Now the voice inside my mind Keeps telling me I'm dying It's fine I know it's anxiety Fuck Now it's stuck inside my head Think I really might be dead That's a side effect of my anxiety I can feel it take control of me I can feel it take control of me