Fool

Honestly i might just end it when the sun comes out Hard to get is happiness when everywhere theres cloud Im a fool for being educated yeah no doubt Can somebody gimme a booth then imma handle the crowd I speak true my words is in a different sound To weak ears might seem like im fooling around Part of me is being proud of everything im about Pardon me i never met that part of me till now Walking on my own tears You can call me jesus Barefooted on the block Only cold beneath us Hard to believe but I had faith since i was a fetus What it do I got the homies in the big building Eenie miney moo My mama keep looking sleepy Promised i would buy her a house Off my first cd Told her im doing my best But i cant be undefeated I just need a little time To make you believe it I just need a little time I had to repeat it Cause all the homies keep dying When chasing a feeling Of being stars over planets Full of bad people In a night sky Every little star is equal Am i a fool for even being alive, really? If i die now will my words never sound silly? Is me living just keeping me from the greater things? My way of living is stupid But thats the state of things See my face Thru the highs and the lows I've seen it before Feel like And its late But i been here before And in case U forgot who i was Im a fool to world To the past To the people i know Im a fool yeah Homie i Know it well The hide, the veil The rolling eyes When i hide Im running Im a Lonely man I understand The cash in hand Dont mean Its my money With my focus in The focusing Is on my Lonely hands I like rubbing You and i Molding in To broken men A broken man Dont need to be funny I fear it be a cold december Maybe the coldest ever Pull the family near me I want my loving Easy now, i dont remember Being focused ever on Anything other than being A nothing A homie got his own agenda Learning to cope with menacing memories Using medicin as stuffing Looking at my only set of teeth My lowly centrepiece My self-esteem Need a little loving The hate is in my skin Supplied by the words of a man That chose the mob over people That needed loving Stacking up the sins Black toygun in his hand Stealing from people That aint never had it coming Suddenly all of my trust fund money missing How you call yourself a daddy Leaving me and ma with nothing I been feeling like a fool I aint never had no chance No body ever see who i is Noone seen my face Thru the highs and the lows I've seen it before Feel like And its late But i been here before And in case U forgot who i was Im a fool to world To the past To the people i know I'm a fool yeah Homie i Know it well The hide, the veil The rolling eyes When i hide Im running Im a Lonely man I understand The cash in hand Dont mean Its my money With my focus in The focusing Is on my Lonely hands I like rubbing You and i Molding in To broken men A broken man Dont need to be funny