Hell Spells

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(I miss my indigenous home very, very much.

Something I used to unconsciously, subconsciously abide by; something I used to breathe...

Now I'm wandering around, aimlessly, feeling so alone. Receiving so many transmissions and subtleties from Spirit, Soul, Source, Body...)

Am I in Hell? Am I under a spell?

Am I to be in this world, lonely

With no other being like me, to limbo and dwell?

Not dead nor alive, not well

Just stuck in the middle of some place

I never imagined I'd be, ain't so swell

I know darkness isn't so bad like they always portray

I think it got a bad reputation some way

For the darkness came before the light

The darkness is where this all begins

Isn't it?

Isn't it?

Isn't it?

Isn't it?

Sure everyone must think I’m nuts

They should

They do everything they can to convince me

That I’ve lost my mind, and maybe I have

And that’s okay as long as I still have

My Heart

That’s the most important mind to me

The Heart

It’s fragile, it’s heavy, it’s strong

It’s vulnerable, it’s open, it’s free

(Shielded; guarded; protected)

Life death, death life

Who’s to say where one begins and the other ends?

Does anyone know the way to defeat this

Unneeded, unwanted fight?

Does anyone know if trickery is included

When they try to guide us to the “light”?

Sure everyone must think I’m nuts

They should

They do everything they can to convince me

That I’ve lost my mind, and maybe I have

And that’s okay as long as I still have

My Heart

That’s the most important mind to me

My Heart

It’s fragile, it’s heavy, it’s strong

It’s vulnerable, it’s open, it’s free

(Shielded; guarded; protected, me)

Who knows maybe I really have

Gone madder than I was before?

Once Before!

(Am I in Hell? Am I under a spell?

Am I to be in this world lonely

With no other being like me, to limbo and dwell?

Not dead nor alive, not well)