Deep End

Hard work pays off I think that's a lie 'Cause I work hard, but all these demons by my side And I take drugs, but that don't matter, I'm always high Guess that's the normal me at this point in my life And now I just can't get away, the times I tried to stay And now I'm always feeling like I need you I let my brain just rot away 'Cause I can't find a way to stop myself from thinking of you But now I'm in the deep end, I don't even need this So tired of love, it's always ending for no reason They never cared about me, guess it's fuck my feelings The ship is sinking, now I'm feeling kind of sea sick But now I'm in the deep end, I don't even need this So tired of love, it's always ending for no reason They never cared about me, guess it's fuck my feelings The ship is sinking, now I'm feeling kind of sea sick 'Cause now I'm in the, wrong state of mind and got my heart on the line You told me soon it's gon' end, I can't believe that you lied I'm feeling cranky, oh maybe, you can try to save me Searching for your heart then I remember that you hate me And now I just can't get away, the times I tried to stay And now I'm always feeling like I need you I let my brain just rot away 'Cause I can't find a way to stop myself from thinking of you But now I'm in the deep end, I don't even need this So tired of love, it's always ending for no reason They never cared about me, guess it's fuck my feelings The ship is sinking, now I'm feeling kind of sea sick But now I'm in the deep end, I don't even need this So tired of love, it's always ending for no reason They never cared about me, guess it's fuck my feelings The ship is sinking, now I'm feeling kind of sea sick