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I been feeling down Cannot get up now Trapped inside my head Why I smoke the loud I been feeling dead Here we go again Just another kid Slowly take my breath Take it easy boy Mama always said Change my path But my past remains of regrets Scratch a match and watch it burn another cigarette It's like I never learn Like I never learn If you don't have something nice to say Then you're not thinking hard enough Even though I hate you I remember all the things I loved The way you smiled in awkward moments Laughing was our favorite drug You could always crack me up And once you broke my heart I had withdrawals I had to turn to stone Anything I felt would either break me down or be ignored Now you're just a memory The thought of you can't hurt no more I feel like all the pain has healed But everything inside is sore I been feeling down Cannot get up now Trapped inside my head Why I smoke the loud I been feeling dead Here we go again Just another kid Slowly take my breath Take it easy boy Mama always said Change my path But my past remains of regrets Scratch a match and watch it burn another cigarette It's like I never learn Like I never learn And once I mix it up I know the scar is still inside my core I need to find myself I can't hide no more Behind and the laughs and smiles That's just the mask I wore I don't wanna talk about what's happened Let's talk about what you wanna do before we hit the casket What have you achieved are you willing to overlap it A joke isn't as funny if you're over laughing, yeah Now that I don't have you here I don't really know who to love I don't really know who to love Maybe I should love myself Maybe I should love myself I been feeling down Cannot get up now Trapped inside my head Why I smoke the loud I been feeling dead Here we go again Just another kid Slowly take my breath Take it easy boy Mama always said Change my path But my past remains of regrets Scratch a match and watch it burn another cigarette It's like I never learn Like I never learn