Smiles :) (feat. Jadagrace, SWIM & TJOnline)

Me and you know who got secrets Ain't been speaking in some months Niggas always on my nerves Hit my line like "what do you want?" I remember what you said That shit echos in my head Shit I never even told you that I would rather be dead You know everybody sins, I apologize Why you gotta act, gotta dramatize I prefer to be alone, that's a lot of times Can't control when I'm lonely I gotta hide, disguise Can't compare me to these guys Reach high young nigga better reach high Reach high young nigga better reach high Reach high young nigga better reach high I rock, I roll Away from all my foes My friends, they pose They smile but they don't know I cap, fasho You know but you don't know You know but you don't know You know but you don't know (I rock, I roll) (Away from all my foes) (My friends, they pose) (They smile but they don't know) (I cap, fasho) (You know but you don't know) (You know but you don't know) (You know but you don't know) Dumbbells hang from the crease of my lips, ellipses Hard to smile when your hearts denial, eclipses Brain matter ain't matter Scrub your hands in circles, makes the blood go down the drain faster Had to learn that from the pastor, asterisk That's probably why I'm a pacifist That's probably why I was cowardly When you were asking me whether I had the fix I did, I just didn't use it Maybe I knew deep down it would end this way, regardless, resentment The garbage, is imminent It's hard to be indiscriminate When you been in the trenches With the men and the women you see as Avengers Just to let tensions test dimensions Benedict couldn't prevent this I wasn't Baptist first, I was seventh day Adventist That's why apathy is my greatest temptress Give me a minute I need a milligram Somebody get 'em he spinning ceiling fan Did I make a band or try to make a family Was I ever the man or just a middleman, damn Damn These ain't pearls in my choker these is teeth, my smile is choking me These ain't pearls in my choker these is teeth, my smile is choking me (Bum bum bum Bum bum bum) (Bum bum bum Bum bum bum) (Bum bum bum Bum bum bum) (Bum bum bum Bum bum bum)