Creatures Lie Here

Monster, how should I feel (It's a K-N-O-X) Creatures lie here Looking through my window (Let's get it in this time) Monster, how should I feel Creatures lie here (Check it) Looking through my window Overcome some days with a shadow of doubt I walk around in the graveyard so hollow and down As I follow the sound of the ones I lost - the ones not here I feel so 'Divorced' and lost - cuz' I miss Every single one of ya'll And every year my resolution is to ball harder Than Coach Carter and every one of his daughters I do it for them, I do it for you, I do it for me People wanna see how I'm smooth with the beats Got a boulder on my shoulder - I don't do it with ease I forgot all my manners I don't do it to please 'Uhaul' for Einstein how I move MC's Mama told me I'm a fighter I guess that's why I'm punchin' everytime that I'm writin' - strike it Merriweather leave a dent with a pencil This beat's for the haters - they are instrumental Monster, how should I feel Creatures lie here (Yeah) Looking through my window (Just let it play, man) Monster, how should I feel Creatures lie here (I got this one) Looking through my window (Check it) For my girl - you remember that night? It's funny how we fall like November in a fight You remember who was right? I was wrong It's funny how I admit it now when you're gone And to my boy Nic man I'm sorry for the fall out I can't forget them times at the beach we would straight ball out And tell people we were cousins - but really you my brother Actin' like cops gettin' ladies under covers Drivin' mothers and they sisters so crazy Like "Have you seen their fuckin' boyfriends lately?" Askin' where they daughters at wonder why they skippin' class Why they with his broke ass now they callin' him their baby? God damn how I miss you dude I know you up in heaven right now missin' me too So pour that goose hope you feelin' at peace Fuck that monster in my room 'cuz I feel like a beast Monster, how should I feel (I mean how should I feel, man) Creatures lie here Looking through my window (If you saw what I saw everyday) Monster, how should I feel Creatures lie here (I mean I don't even know why I do it sometimes) Looking through my window (But fuck it) I'm tired of payin' these promoters Who tell me to play when the pay is bogus There's no way to focus on what matters most Entertainin' the crowd and attackin' shows When you tryna rap out with ya back exposed When they pocket all the profit and 'G's' Promotional needs to studio fees It's like they're holdin' the keys - they got a hold of the knees To my city, man, fuck that wear it's on You wanna 'run my town'? Get a number in the marathon From now on, I swear that I'm wearin' bombs And I'ma blow on any motherfucka tellin' me to "pay to play" When my budget is none - why the fuck you think I'm back to sellin' drugs and bud, huh Cuz' love won't pay to drop a rhyme in the Club When my pen run outta ink I'ma sign that shit in bloood, motherfucker Monster, how should I feel Creatures lie here Looking through my window Monster, how should I feel Creatures lie here Looking through my window