Polyamory Blues

I'm sorry I scheduled more time with my other boyfriend He seemed less complicated 'cause He's new But then I got to know him And he's complicated too And now I wanna spend more time with You With you, with you, with you, with you When everything goes crazy Well I need your lovin' baby Yeah you, yeah you Well I noticed you scheduled more time with your other girlfriend Which seemed less complicated 'cause she's free But now you're all booked up And I'm struggling to see When exactly you'll find time for me For me, for me, for me, for me Well I'm just feelin' lately Like everything's gone crazy For me, for me There's only just so many Fuckin' hours in a day Sometimes I wish for more Sometimes for less And others have ideas as well About whether I am juggling well But most the time it just feels like a mess A mess, a mess, oh bless this mess I guess Oh everytime I let myself be loved it's like a cry for help I guess, I guess Well it's tragic I didn't plan out my life in accordance With what other people need to feel secure So I just fuck up And so do they And I suppose we'll find a way To share this life while cutting down on pain Pain, pain, pain, pain All the pain we're feelin' is fine if we are healing But baby are we healin' or are we just Revealing our pain, our pain Sometimes I get to thinking I should give up loving humans It seems less complicated when they're gone And if I ever got lonely I'd just make a date with parts of me Who used to treat me quite badly But who I've come to like lately That's me, me That's me, me Oh I'm just out here dealin' While the world keeps throwin' feelings At me, at me, at me, at me, at me