Mid-Life Crisis

A million breakdowns up in my car Sad cuz most nights I tend to starve Can't suppress all my emotions Now I feel I'm in slow motion Lacerations that tear my heart Mad when I mentally depart Made a home under my own skin Now it's my deadly obsession Tell me what you want from me Thought that I would be happy now I'm hating everything still somehow Pushing twenty five and I need guidance Feels like my mid-life crisis Thought that I would be happy now Feel the weight as it pulls me down Pushing twenty five and I need guidance Feels like my mid-life crisis Paranoia eats me away Take my sadness off of display I've got anger that boils up How can I listen to my gut I'm too scared but I don't care My conscience is in despair I'm this close to drinking poison Got this far but can't avoid it Thought that I would be happy now I'm hating everything still somehow Pushing twenty five and I need guidance Feels like my mid-life crisis Thought that I would be happy now Feel the weight as it pulls me down Pushing twenty five and I need guidance Feels like my mid-life crisis Save me from myself Make me someone else Tell me what you want from me Save me from myself Make me someone else Thought that I would be happy now I'm hating everything still somehow Pushing twenty five and I need guidance Feels like my mid-life crisis Thought that I would be happy now Feel the weight as it pulls me down Pushing twenty five and I need guidance Feels like my mid-life crisis Feels like my mid-life crisis