Chasing Your Ghost

Twisted thoughts swallow me Every time I hear your name You started a war in me (you started a war in me) You left me scars through memories Tangled in my DNA You started a war in me (you started a war in me) Do I love you, do I hate you? Still it's just too hard to say I'm bleeding out but still I can't walk away I can't keep chasing your ghost The part that hurts me the most Is I'll never know Why you let me go I can't keep chasing your ghost Gave up and left me a hole Where a father goes Still I'm here chasing your ghost The innocence a child craves You took it with you, I'm never safe You started a war in me (you started a war in me) You made a rope from memories And hung me from the family tree You started a war in me (you started a war in me) Do I love you, do I hate you? Hard to feel something at all I'm still the kid that thinks that it's all my fault I can't keep chasing your ghost The part that hurts me the most Is I'll never know Why you let me go I can't keep chasing your ghost Gave up and left me a hole Where a father goes Still I'm here chasing your ghost In every mirror I see you You are the trigger that's pulled That unleashed this monster that's see-through But you're all that I've ever known I wish this couldd have been different I wish that you had a soul I'm still nowhere near forgiving But I'm still too scared to let go Do I love you, do I hate you? Still it's just too hard to say I'm bleeding out but still I can't walk away I can't keep chasing your ghost The part that hurts me the most Is I'll never know Why you let me go I can't keep chasing your ghost Gave up and left me a hole Where a father goes Still I'm here chasing your ghost (You started a war in me) (You started a war in me) (You started a war in me) Still I'm here chasing your ghost