No Regrets (Live Performance)

A lotta bad decisions Couldn't tell you no regrets Ma though I was trippin' Til I brought us home a check Picking up the phone When my pops would call collect Type of shit that show you freedom Worth way more than respect I was gettin' it on my own Ain't too much that I expect But you gone pay me You don't stand on your word That's a bet I been makin' sure I stand on the word that I set A lotta niggas made me promises They knew they couldn't have kept Momma told me keep it modest I be knowin' I'm the one Had to be since when you told me How you lost your first son Glad to see the day I'm earnin' She don't got to pay for none Rap beef really petty Niggas barely see the slums Rap sheet weighing heavy On my niggas that shit dumb 12 knowin' it's a reason Why a nigga carry guns They be looking for a reason Just to do a nigga bad But they ain't have to dodge bullets Til they went put on that badge They don't understand Niggas gettin' killed Just for being a man For a chain, some to slang Or a couple bands For the gang, for the name Or they lost some fam I had to reach out to my hood And be their helping hand Niggas feelin' fucked up Tired of startin' over plans Couple niggas lucked up And never looked back again If I ain't get this come up You still would see me stand ten I'm more than grateful For my blessings Not all of 'em wins Sometimes it's hard To find my way back I still relate to mine But now how we did way back I'm going up Got people stuck I'm trynna change that My dawg hurt behind them bars On the phone fake happy I'm trynna make it far My people trynna make it happen My cousin hurt me Hard injections got his brain trapped The guilty pleasure make me hate rap Cause it don't feel good Ridin' by the homeless in this Maybach And it don't feel good Seeing niggas hopeless in the same trap I spent a mil Coulda paid everybody bills With them same stacks I pop a seal of mud shouldn't But that's where I put my pain at I do a lot and pray One day it be enough Shit I'm just stating facts