No one wants to deal with you being

Super fucking sad

All the time

So it's just easier to smile and pretend like everything is just

Super fucking fine

It's exhausting to everybody you surround yourself with

The good times and the bad times just kinda merge

Together.

The blue touches all your memories

And makes them bittersweet instead

Of the pure joy your childhood

Seemingly convinced itself it was

But you put down the pen to find

That the author was you

All along

Pulling the strings to try to erase

The scary things have been replaced

The tears in your eyes being drowned out

Instead

By your best friend's cries

Hating who you were and hating what you've become

Nobody cares what day it is

Or that you just turned 21

The second part is arguably the worst time you can have in your adult life

Starting over for the third time in just twelve months

You figure out that everybody is just self serving overachievers

And nobody really cares about you anymore

You see that your clothes don't quite fit the same way they used to

Your bank account has been run dry by your favorite vices

Is this the life you dreamed of when you were 17?

When you're the only one who has ever been in control

Of pulling the strings to try to erase

The scary things have been replaced

The tears in your eyes being drowned out

Instead

By your best friend's lies

Hating who you were and hating what you've become

Nobody cares what day it is, or that you're just some

Twenty-something who is trying to navigate

The tribulations of the millenium,

And crises that we're all doomed to face

We are in the middle of something we didn't ask to be a part of

Can we start over?

Where do I fall off?

Cause no one wants to deal with you being super

Sad all the time

So it's just easier to smile and pretend like everything is just fine!

Cause no one wants to deal with you being super

Sad all the time

So it's just easier to smile and pretend like you're just fine.

Pulling the strings to try to erase

The scary things have been replaced

The tears in your eyes being drowned out instead by your best friend's lies

Hating who you were and hating what you've become

Nobody cares what day it is

Nobody cares what day it is!

Pulling the strings to try to erase

The scary things have been replaced

The tears in your eyes being drowned out instead by your best friend's cries

Hating who you were and hating what you've become

Nobody cares what day it is

Or that you just turned 21.