Love You Forever

"Hey, sweetheart, I'd love to talk to you" Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh Na-na-na, na-na-na-na-na All good, feeling fine Clouds stay clear up in the nick of time Miracles, she'd always find Every year around Christmastime She can make my whole mood change Change so fast, I guess it could feel strange Even if I couldn't sleep You hold me tight and you would sing to me I love you As long as I'm alive, I'ma love you I like you always and forever 'Cause mama's always gonna love you My dear baby My sweet baby Nobody's gonna hurt you 'Cause mama's always gonna love you Always just me and you 'Til one day the boy grew and grew Trouble, I'd often brew Doing the stuff that you ain't want me to Late nights, I'd hide from you Funny somehow you still always knew Tiptoe, sneakin' past two Knock on your door and I would sing to you I love you As long as I'm alive, I'ma love you I like you always and forever 'Cause Gerald's always gonna love you, uh My dear mama My sweet mama Nobody's gonna hurt you 'Cause Gerald's always gonna love you Spent my last on you So you ain't have to worry when the rent was due Finally, my dreams came true Signed a record deal like I said I'd do Dream house, five bedrooms You cried when I handed the keys to you More that I'd make you proud Proud of the man that I had turned into Miss you, my heart's still bruised Where did you go? I'm still confused Yeah, wish you could've seen what Sometimes I wanna feel pain, sometimes the hurt is important Sometimes my heart feels whole, sometimes the hole is enormous Some mornings, I start to cry soon as I look at your portrait I make a French press important, sit back, try to enjoy it And I just, uh, think about ya Some days, my heart still feels like you broke it and tore it Like the rug's pulled from under me, I don't know where the floor went Some days I try to ignore it, somehow I'm not strong enough for it I know I'd have to write this, knew it'd be hard to record it Without breaking down in the moment When I gave up sobriety after you passed 'Cause it was harder on my own, hope you not mad at me for it? I'm not tryna place blame for what the relapse is over But when I look in the clouds and see that you're flying over Worried that you're upset with me, and you wish I was sober I'm finally being honest because it helps with the closure For the most part, I'm good though, my guardian angel But some days are hard, and it gets hard to stay stable I just want you to know that I'm doing fine And deep down inside, I'm still the same baby you cradled, yeah Yeah, deep down inside, I'm still the same baby you cradled, uh Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh My dear mama My sweet mama Nobody's gonna hurt you 'Cause Gerald's always gonna love you "Hi Gerald, I just thought I'd call you to see how you're doing I'm sorry, passings are never easy And I had a long time with her, so I, you know, have my own set of sad feelings Anyway, um, I just thought I'd call you to see if I could talk to you But I will later, okay, so bye"