Learning Me Again

Order what you want I just wanna go

Don’t wanna talk about feelings or be vulnerable

I'm stuck inside my head, wish you were instead

But I know that it's just not possible

Wanna call you after tell you how it went

But that’s kinda weird we sleep in different beds

They tell me that it's normal but if this really normal.

Can somebody just pull me out?

Woah Oh Oh Oh Oh

I'm losing control

Wish I could let go

I feel so alone

Learning me again is the hardest thing I did

Last time I swore it would be the last time I do it.

Running from the place we used to roll around as kids

Bury all the memories I pray they stay hid

Just give me one more night

I’ll hold you so tight

I'm begging don’t hit the lights

Cause you mean more than life

To me

I said I said that I'm doing just fine

Posted up on social but you read between the lines

We still check up on each other

Do you still love me I wonder?

I gotta ease my mind

I gotta get this right

You know I don’t like to be alone

But I can't keep picking up the phone

No!

Learning me again is the hardest thing I did

Last time I swore it would be the last time I do it.

Running from the place we used to roll around as kids

Bury all the memories I pray they stay hid

Just give me one more night

I’ll hold you so tight

I'm begging don’t hit the lights

Cause you mean more than life

To me