Goin' Up

I gotta keep myself hold up

They wanna see my life fold up

Cement myself, I'm turning stone cold

No, I can never let them win, no

I gotta keep myself hold up

They wanna see my life fold up

Cement myself, I'm turning stone cold

No, I can never let them win, no

Back in the day when, they ain't wanna see me go up they phone's

Back in the day when, I ain't have brands on none of my clothes

Back in the day when, never thought anybody could step in my shoes

Back in the day when, I was just a young kid writing down all my goals

Back way before I got cold and all of my neck went froze

Way before ever I made my first song, back 'fore I sold my first show

Back when I grinded on all my nights, then next day slept through school

Back when I ignored 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, six all of my hoes

I had no time for it, I had to get up

I knew what I wanted, I had to go grind for it

They wanted to see me, told them I had to boss up like the top floor

They didn't believe me when I said I was good to go and cop more

Like boy where your mind at, do you even really want it

I see how you lie back, you ain't ever doing nothing

How you gon' comply then, Complain you ain't getting sumn

I know that it's mine and, that's why I stay running

I ain't never fronting, ay let's go

I gotta keep myself hold up

They wanna see my life fold up

Cement myself, I'm turning stone cold

No, I can never let them win, no

I gotta keep myself hold up

They wanna see my life fold up

Cement myself, I'm turning stone cold

No, I can never let them win, no

I was a loner, I was trying to get out of my corner

Knew that I never want to go to class

That shit was blood sucking like a donor

That shit was hella draining like a sewer

Every day knocked out like a fight

Breaking inside like a fucking intruder

I had no energy for the light

I was just breaking off for the times

I could leave past shit way behind

Gettin' that money, take what's mine

Now I've been semi feeling I'm fine

Might as well never go back home

Tried to escape for so long

I'm doin' better on my own

Just gotta keep this shit goin' up