"You Get so Alone at Times That It Just Makes Sense"

I used to want to kill myself, I used to want to die

I used to drink myself to sleep at night

And I would pray to Jesus Christ, "Just take me tonight"

I used to wanna blow my brains out in a crowded room

I used to wanna drown myself in every swimming pool that I would see

I used to blame everyone else but me

'Cause I was so fucked up

Into the darkest night, I'll take you by my side

Into the summer sun, we won't just come undone

And all my life, all my life, I've waited to kiss your perfect face

Into the darkest night, I'll take you by my side

I love the way you wear those ribbons in your hair

And have I told you that you saved me from the despair that was choking me?

I'm so thankful that I get to breathe

I love the way that you don't give a fuck what anyone thinks

And I'm trying so hard to think like that

But I'm the singer in a fucking band and I'm still neurotic as shit

Into the darkest night, I'll take you by my side

Into the summer sun, we won't just come undone

And all my life, all my life, I've waited to kiss your perfect face

Into the darkest night, I'll take you by my side

My love for you will never die until the flesh rots off my bones

And I am smashed into a million flakes of dust

I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie, this could save your life

I'm so afraid that everything that's wrong with me

Will become part of you and you will never see

I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie, this could save my life

My love for you will never die

My love for you will never die

My love for you will never die

My love for you will never die

Into the darkest night, I'll take you by my side

Into the summer sun, we won't just come undone

And all my life, all my life, I've waited to kiss your perfect face

Into the darkest night, I'll take you by my side

I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie