Laughing and Crying (Live At Roadburn 2024)

I was preparing for what already happened and when it happened I was well rehearsed

They had my key

My key to my house

Quiet as a mouse

Lips over teeth

Fingers over mouths

Marching us down the stairs

I remember the eyes

All tied up like Christmas gifts

Bad dawn

Too upsetting to see

I scared myself when I caught myself laughing

No sleep feeling, like when the Australian demanded to be hospitalized

All in all, I ran from something else, but something else went there instead

In the uncanny repetitions we'll be headed that way once again