By The Time That You Get It

Keep saying you different

You know you ain't with it

You hearing the message

But choose to not listen

I wish you would pick up like just for a second

I'm far too depressed to pretend I ain't need you like there bitch I said it

I don't regret for a moment ingesting these potions

They keeping me gliding on records

Whether it's healthy or not is the question

I'm guessing we'll leave it all up to perspective

Tired of venting to no one

It's cold by my lonesome

And I just been looking for friends

That or the money whichever comes first to be honest they're only a means to an end

I got some dreams and not much time to make em reality

I hope that you can respect it

Wrote you a letter

It's beautiful

Imma be gone by the time that you get it

By the time that you get it

It's probably over I said it

Now I think I regret this

I got all of the leverage

Yo it's intense friend

Yo it has like no end

Seen around my world

Know it always twirls

Seen through all the girls

Go through haze and whirl

Sit back crack a new beverage

Overthink while I write this message

Sit back crack a new beverage

Overthink while I write this message

(Hold on, brother, aye, hold on, brother)

Thinkin' of the big picture

But stuck on words writing the scripture

(Hold on, brother, aye, hold on, brother)

Sit back crack a new beverage

Overthink while I write this message

(Hold on, brother, aye, hold on, brother)

Thinkin' of the big picture

But stuck on words writing the scripture

(Hold on, brother, aye, hold on, brother)

You think that I'm high low

But I'm seeing in slow mo

Crashing the dreams

Crushing the means

It's all just breeze compared to the scheme

The concept of time

Endless in rhyme

Thoughts are ablaze

I'm in a maze

And it ends today

Needless to say

I'm not okay

The ups and the downs

We spin around

Attempting to just to find a way

We can't go back

To where we parted

I'll place a rose on your grave

And then I'm fuckin' gone