Balanced (feat. MoJoe)

Do I keep my peace and let it slip

Or maybe that's just me keeping it in

Maybe I should find out where he lives and go and leave that man a gift

But maybe from the things that I seen

Maybe I should know better

Cuh I had to write to cuzzy in a letter

But still I be considering the pepper

I don't touch girls, put your hands on my sis, go get her

I could never fold under the pressure

I do it for my leisure

Do I fight fire with fire

Cuh deep down I know it make me tired

But I know that they be liars

real talk how many times I let it slide

Or had something by my side, I had dark thoughts when stepping in the light

I got a devil and an angel on my shoulder

I don't know who's winning, either way I'm still a soldier

I hope I'm doing well for all my people watching over

Cuz I been keeping solid all the times it's gotten colder

You know that

I know man that keep a tool upon the belt

Same time I know man and they ain't ever seen a cell

Any route my breddas pick, I make sure that I wish them well

And that's why both of them respect me Cuh I'm straighter than a shelf

And I'll get it by myself

see that I won't change for anybody else

I'm just playing with the cards that I was dealt

Couldn't care for how they feel

but now I realise, it's me against myself

Shit And I don't even want nobody helps

(I don't want nobody help)

I can see it's going to their heads, nowadays Im feeling better off the meds, I can see that they pretend

Do I take my spirit for a cleanse, idk I think I'm twisted in the head

I think that maybe I can change,

I think that I'm the one causing the pain

But nowadays, I think I'm liking when it rains

I don't know how to explain

I just know that I can't think like that again

Cuz if I do then won't look at me the same

Leave a hole up in my brain