THINGS AREN'T THE WAY THEY WERE BEFORE

I got a molotov

I Got a cocktail

I got a dead dog smeared on my window

In a dream that's really a night mare

I got a gun but it has no chamber

Wake up feeling short of stable

Yeah l, but I'm ready to go

Fly by time right out the window

But it's fucked up letting go

But Then I take a deep breath

Steel blade swings softly over head

Deep down I'm shaking in my crocs

But I still don't stop counting sheep all in my head

But in my dreams they turn to teeth

That I spit In the drain of the kitchen sink

I realize Im in my bed still fast asleep

How do I wake up?

But then I do some how

Things are different now

Not like you knew me back then but

Not like you knew me back then but

I ignore the sounds

Start my day somehow

Not that that you knew me back then but it all comes back to me in the end, like

You don't know where I've been

You motherfuckers know something about this shit?

Waking up from a dream in a cold sweat

Feeling empty as fuck like a cup filled up then dumped on top of a dead plant

What the fuck y'all know about dead weight?

A lot

What the fuck y'all know about fucking up birthdays?

A little bit

As a matter of fact it's goofy as fuck to place blame in the first place

Anyways it's feels good just to let it out

Swollen tongue big teeth and a big mouth

From trying to forget what I said in the pits just days before we bled out

Before silence

Stillness

Reveal themselves

Revealing true feelings I haunt to a stop

Let it all out just let it all out like

Trust put into you pushed as far as I can go

Trust put into you pushed as far as I can go

And now on this night out

Can't help but think about

How this shit went down

When we were out of town

Now on this night out

Can't help but think about

How this shit went down

When we were far from downtown

Things are different now

Things are different now

Its like you knew me back then but

It's not like you knew me back then but

You don't know where I've been