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Murder Self Hate
She Real & Cie
1Hip-Hop/Rap2025
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Murder Self Hate κυκλοφόρησε στις 13 Ιανουαρίου 2025 από We Realer Nation llc ως μέρος του άλμπουμ I Don't Rap About My Pu$$y
ΆλμπουμI Don't Rap About My Pu$$y
Κυκλοφορία13 Ιανουαρίου 2025
ΕτικέταWe Realer Nation llc
ΓλώσσαEnglish
BPM77
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my stomach hurt
i got my fuckin' period and I feel fucking crazy
I feel like guys dont go through this emotional shit
let me tell you
women be so emotional but its aspects of our emotions that we do not control
I Battle with highs and lows
Falsetto to bass
I thought that music would be my sweetest escape
More than a money chase
Been scraping through pocket change while dodging the fees at the bank
ooo weee like mrs officer
Been mentally dropping some ranks
This is ain’t no sympathy cry
Cuz truly I made it this way
Tryna walk the walk the walk and not just talk it let Aerosmith play
Back n forth from New York out to Cali still boarding some planes
Maintaining images that my mirrors don’t seem to display
Tryna not lose it
Stay delusional
Cuz one day ima make it they say
And From they mouths to Gods ears
I add my 2 cents and pray
Placing me places that I never thought Id see to this day
Timing environment and trust is like a Russian roulette
Bang bang bang bang bang bang
Im gotta coordinate
I had a Phyllis Wheatley moment in this courtroom today
While Fighting for a place I no longer can afford to stay
I Sacrificed for half my life
Lord what a price I must pay
I Swore I had it all figured out by age 38
No I aint 38 still my age aint up for debate
So far from Hov I still aint seen my first mil in the bank
Feeling so bleak a can a beans got me in such disarray
Making life choices over gas so gassed to be a PA
Like God don’t let me miss my moment truly begging for grace
One floor below Ms Grace apartment guess it was no mistake
Im always covered like my face
my afro plays golden gate
Heaven in my eyes while my mind in limbo estate
Like you gone fight for you or let your body fall to waste
I been in debt since I leapt off a cliff been flying with faith
So hard to do it BIG when I don’t know my worth in this space
Im trying God to tuck the pieces falling safely in place
Shoutout a Taurus that shed a light that just helped light my way
Shoutout Aquarius that always got my back to this day
Shoutout the pisces that tried to position me making plays
Shoutout the virgo that birthed me
I wish I knew what to say
Without my mama shit my dream would be a fantasy dang
Shoutout my scorpio brother for pushing me to be great
Fuck sticks and stones I got a purpose aint no reason to break
Just needed time to love whats mine I’m tryna murder self hate
Just needed time to love whats mine I’m tryna murder self hate
Just needed time to love what’s mine I gotta murder self hate
damn
Hook
Starting to feel my soul
is gold gold gold
oh oh oh
only way to feel my soul
is gold
murder the self hate
murder the self hate
only way to kill such a thing is to love thyself today
only way to kill such a thing is to love thyself today
Verse 2
Lord
I just wanna love me like I should
Break through the trauma that surrounding beheading my whole hood
You know that trickle down effect
Neglected our self respect
Distorted gave us disorders place nuses around our necks
Some hanging around the corners feel cornered like mouse and cat
But who else gone fuckin feed us been robbing us since a fetus
Been bombing us so that Tulsa never recreated
Placing images to keep up us timid like our heroes faded
Individuals with greatness
rarely every compensated
Scary how’s loves complicated
Happy when my **** make it
Sad the way we fall to our demise
Forgetting we are sacred
Crazy how so blinded by bills I feel my life was wasted
Stay Inebriated off my dream thats why I fucking chase it
Almost died without this vision
Barely had a pot to piss in
Couch hoppin
Panty dripping
Pill popping
Sip sipping I need a different way to switch topics
Puff puffing the only time I could sniff tropics
My 20s not a fairytale could Alfred Hitchcock this
Oh God
got me out of the woods and the weeds
to stop attracting the foes and frienemies
When I find a friend in me
That’s real
I’m just reflections of a rebirth here
Ain’t no reason to be deceiving as I leave earth clear
I’m Out here flying with my spirit of Zion Like Lauryn birthed
been fighting to reach the heights of I Am
Lord pray I'm worthy cuz
Hook
Starting to feel my soul
is gold gold gold
oh oh oh
only way to feel my soul
is gold
murder the self hate
murder the self hate
only way to kill such a thing is to love thyself today
only way to kill such a thing is to love thyself today
Written by: Cacie Smith, Cherelle Stephenson, Phil Jones

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