Holding in the moments, waiting for something, friends think I'm healing, close ones know I'm bluffing

I still be listening, thinking about timing, like was it all my fault when you told a lie and no, oh

Maybe you were out of line, telling me my pain is mine, you just cause it every time and watch me fall

I ain't got no one to blame, and myself drowning in my shame, didn't lift myself back up, I

I see lights up ahead and they tell me where to go

I just need time, clear my head, I've been deep in dirty waters for so long

so long, so long, for so long

I see lights up ahead

I see lights

Holding in the moments, waiting for something, friends think I'm healing, close ones know I'm bluffing

I still be listening, thinking about timing, like was it all my fault when you told a lie and no, oh

Maybe you were out of line, telling me my pain is mine, you just cause it every time and watch me fall

I ain't got no one to blame, and myself drowning in my shame, didn't lift myself back up, I

I see lights up ahead and they tell me where to go

I just need time, clear my head, I've been deep in dirty waters for so long

so long, so long, for so long

I see lights up ahead

I see lights up ahead and they tell me where to go

I just need time, clear my head, I've been deep in dirty waters for so long