My past lives

Still wondering where I stand

Now that I'm fine

I'm wondering who I am

'Cause I was the greatest, the most sacred inconvenience to you

The perfect project, object, when you had nothing else to do

Well, my bad 'cause I thought we felt the same, so I was down to meet you

Convinced you'd never change, but now you're some kind of creature

I looked forward to you saying, "I need some guidance, speak first"

What was I trying to tame? An in-denial people pleaser

What I want was impossible to ask from you

Why is it so dark in my head?

What have I been through?

'Cause I was the greatest (The greatest), the most hated inconvenience (The most hated)

What's new?

The perfect project, object, when you thought you had nothing else to lose

Well, my bad 'cause I thought we felt the same, so I was down to meet you

Convinced you'd never change, but now you're some kind of creature

I looked forward to you saying, "I need some guidance, speak first"

What was I trying to tame? Please presume that I'm innocent