How do I let go of something if my muscles have calcified around it?

I'm waving white tryna get out alive but you've got me surrounded

I can hear you now

"Don't let the turkeys get you down"

You say while I'm flat on the ground

A little late

I've tried for long enough

I've given all my love

It's coming into view

I just don't do it for you

How could you take this so far without witness to my over atrophied will

Or did you watch my demise this whole time knowing there'd be catastrophe still

I can hear you now

"Don't let the turkeys get you down"

You say while I'm flat on the ground

A little late

I've tried for long enough

I've given all my love

It's coming into view

I just don't do it for you

I don't think I am somebody you're proud of and that nearly kills me every time that it creeps up And so humanly I'll let you down gently I'll blame it on something dumb like acid reflux

I've tried for long enough

I've given all my love

It's coming into view

I just don't do it for

I'm picking my fingers

I've ripped open blisters

There's nothing I can do

I just don't do it for you

I can hear you now...

Don't let the turkeys get you down

You say while I'm flat on the ground