Never Thought

I let my courage down I stayed up all night I sat upon the springs, and I chased away the dreams That I was wrong and they were right I dream in color I live in black and white But still I have those days when I'm stumbling through the grays, When I drink for boredom and for spite I was looking for clues inside my déjà vus, But I found I'm lost again I found I've lost again No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy So will I suffer Or will I be alright I look up into the stars, Then look down to count my scars, And I know mercy I was looking for clues inside my deja vus, But I found I'm lost again Looking for ways around the cliches, But now I'm caught again Looks like I'm caught again No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy I let my courage down, I stayed up all night I sat upon the springs, and I chased away the dreams That I was wrong and you were right Looking for ways around the cliches, But I found I'm caught again I was looking for clues inside my deja vus And now I'm lost again I found I lost you again No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy Oh, it goes on and on When I have the wills, You only have the won't's When I have the do's You always seem to have the don't's But that's O.K. I'm only burned on the inside