the idea of me

You talk about love But you don't show up Did I do something wrong Or are you just drunk? Loving you is hard Yeah it tears me apart But I know deep down You have a good heart It's better to have loved And lost Than never to have loved At all That's what they say But I'm not sure If I should stay I need a bit more Trust and truth and reliability Promises you keep, consistency Need you to let go of the idea of me Cause I am real and I am here if you need me I never know what to believe of all the things you say to me Need you to let go of the idea of me You need to let go of the idea of me The things you say So different from the things you text I never know What I get next Who are you when you're like this I think I miss Who you were before I need a bit more Trust and truth and reliability Promises you keep, consistency Need you to let go of the idea of me Cause I am real and I am here if you need me I never know what to believe of all the things you say to me Need you to let go of the idea of me I need to let go of the idea of you Cause I don't really know you I'm not scared to love But I'm scared to trust I'm scared of us I need to let go of the idea of you The idea of you You talk about love But you don't show up Did I do something wrong Or are you just drunk?