there, then, now

I could have weighed it down With less than all you had Couldn't be there Couldn't be waiting now I could be on the sound That's getting shared around Couldn't be where? Couldn't be there, then, now Give me a better reason now Give me a bed to lay down Could've been where? Could've been there, then, now Keeping it, consider it You kept it all Kept it all Sleeping in The synonyms You let it all Let it all Let it all run I could've weighed it down Now all I have is mine And the voice i carry shines Brittle breath Could knock me down