If You Died Today

Been through all five stages

Grieving comes in phases

Swear I see you in a crowd

Then it's somebody else

Know it's been two years now

But I still don't know how

I can leave us in the ground

Six feet down

I still think about you all the time, and it's strange

'Cause none of my friends even know your name

If you died today

My life wouldn't change

'Cause you haven't been in it

Since the night you walked away

Would your mother call?

Would I even know at all?

Even though we're strangers now

I know my heart would break

If you died today

Turned from all I wanted

Into something haunted

Faster than the word "goodbye"

Ever crossed my mind

It's not fair

I swear you're right there

Every time I close my eyes

But if you died today

My life wouldn't change

'Cause you haven't been in it

Since the night you walked away

Would your mother call?

Would I even know at all?

Even though we're strangers now

I know my heart would break

If you died today

If you died today

If you died today

My life wouldn't change

'Cause I already miss you

Like I'm sitting at your grave

Your mom wouldn't call

And it wouldn't be her fault

I hate how I'd find out from

An old friend ten days late

Even though we're strangers now

I know my heart would break

If you died today