Bleach

I called her in the evening

I'd been drinking since nine

She could feel herself freezing

And I had to save mine

I had to save mine

"Please, say something

Look how fast my hair can grow

I just now bleached it

Maybe two or three months ago

Two or three months ago"

"God, you're actually crazy"

I said "I swear I'm not

You don't have to say that

You know you're all I got

Know you're all I got"

And what a bitter feeling

Seeing you're the villain

Retrospection makes me softer

The things I did to stay above water

And the things I do to not repeat it all

So when I called her in the evening

I was thinking about myself

My four walls were spinning

And that I had to tell

That I had to tell

Well it's one thing to be someone

That you won't recognize

It's another, knowing your mouth

Has done things you despise

Has done things you despise

What a fucking feeling

Realizing you're the villain

Retrospection makes me sicker

The things I did when I was bitter

And the things I do to never go back to that