Lyrics
Am I too sad for you
Or am I just a problem that you refuse to fix?
I've tried my hardest but you
Haven't helped me with any of this
All I've done is cut some corners
But now there's not much left
I kept my patience on the table
And you called it a mess
Why would you say that?
You know I am not that confident
And hiding how I'm feeling with dumb jokes
Still has its consequences
Be less self involved
And maybe call me when you're sober
Then you'll understand why
I can not invite you over
Fuck me up again, I promise
That I can't handle this
It's not my fault that I have problems
It's my fault I'm problematic
Taking zoloft every morning
To level out my moods
Makes me feel like I am weaker
Don't call me at all
Am I too numb for this?
Or should i feel emotions
That I have never felt
Cause right now i'm feeling empty
Does anybody else, feel this bad
Every time that they wake up?
I'm trying harder to stay conscious
Why would you say that?
You know I am not that confident
And hiding how I'm feeling with dumb jokes
Still has its consequences
Be less self involved
And maybe call me when I'm sober
Then you'll understand why
I can not invite you over
Fuck me up again, I promise
That I can't handle this
It's not my fault that I have problems
It's my fault I'm problematic
Taking zoloft every morning
To level out my moods
Makes me feel like I am weaker
But I know that's not true
