Laughing At Me

Why is the whole world laughing at me? I don't know why I can't relax I think my brain's under attack Lay the traps down around my mouth Stop my thoughts as they come out Hold it back and keep it to myself Why is the whole world laughing at me? I don't know why I can't relax I think my brain's under attack Why is the whole world laughing at me? I don't know why I can't relax I'm so sorry that I'm starting with apologies But pardon me, I'm having trouble with my mind in front of me And honestly, you'll probably be better off with honesty from someone else 'Cause I need help and I'm not making sense I'm still rambling 'cause it's safe for me to type it Talking only works if I can pretend like I am writing it But writing only works if something's wrong, If I put it all in a song, I can carry on; The voices in my head will sing along: La la la la la la la la la la La la la la la la Please stop laughing at me, Stop waiting for my fall, la la, la la, la la, la la Please stop looking at me, Stop looking at all I'm testing all the waters but I'm drowning (I'm drowning) You'll never say a word but all I hear is shouting My friends tell me I'm a little tight, So I put a gun to my pillow just to see what it feels like I've never fired a gun, I've never been in a fight, I've never sworn before, Sure, one of them is a lie I'm a narcissistic hypocrite, Compulsively obsessed with shit So pardon me for thinking, Lay me down and let me see the light Please stop laughing at me, Stop waiting for my fall, la la, la la, la la, la la Please stop looking at me, Stop looking at all Why is the whole world laughing at me? I don't know why I can't relax I think my brain's under attack Lay the traps down around my mouth Stop my thoughts as they come out