Lullaby

I wonder if you often think about what you became Do you ever wonder if you ever truly changed? Cause honestly I'm lost and I don't know who to blame I need some help cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain I watch you raise me as a baby so over protective Smiling at me, blowing kisses while you hold me restless When you told me that you loved me I can tell you meant it And it never took for you to try to ever show your efforts But we was connected through the heavens though I felt your soul And that alone is just a feeling some will never know I bump my head and you consoled me as you held me close And I wonder where went wrong but I guess I'll never know Cause ever since I grown I felt like you been kind of giving up And it seems like everything I do is just not good enough Shit, we don't have the type of bond we used to have before And I ain't mad at all I just wonder if you recall the day that I was born, when you used to sing to me like La la la la la la la la (You used to sing to me like) La la la la la la la la la (You used to sing to me) La la la la la la la la (Yeah, you used to sing to me like) La la la la la la la la I wonder if you often think about what you became And do you ever wonder if you ever truly changed? Cause honestly I'm lost and I don't know to blame Nigga I need some help, cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain My father died when I was five and I ain't cry at all I never knew him he just disappeared and I'm not sure if he knew I would grow up to be ruthless, I don't hide my flaws A young woman with a body and a mind like yours, cause we a lot alike I mean that's prolly' why I felt connected And when we met I was so innocent but slowly tempted When you told me that you loved me boy I know you meant it You sucked the soul out of my body with your own intentions Now I'm stuck inside a life of prostitution, no discretion And all you do is beat my ass and leave me slowly breathless But we don't have the type of bond we used to have before And I ain't mad at all, I just wonder if you recall when I laid in your arms and you used to sing to me like La la la la la la la la (You used to sing to me like) La la la la la la la la la (You used to sing to me) La la la la la la la la (Yeah, you used to sing to me like) La la la la la la la la I wonder if you often think about what I became And do you ever wonder if I ever truly changed? Cause honestly I'm lost and I don't know who to blame Listen, I need some help cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain I used to watch movies about you a whole lot before I read about you back in school when I was kind of bored Now I'm ashamed and embarrassed I truly got involved Cause you gave me a feeling some shit that I never felt before And I ain't trying to make excuses but inside I'm torn And you was there for me at times I couldn't find the lord And all I had to do was inject you and lock the doors So I can feel some type of peace while I dreamed and go watch the stars And that alone is just a feeling some will never know But now I'm rotting, it's not the same as I felt before We don't have the type of bond we used to have before But I ain't mad at all I just wonder if you recall sticking you in my arms when you used to sing to me like La la la la la la la la (You used to sing to me like) La la la la la la la la la (You used to sing to me) La la la la la la la la (Yeah, you used to sing to me like) La la la la la la la la