The City That Sorrow Built

Nothing hurts as much as this Try to feel it inside of me Since I came to see you fall I've been holding out too much I don't own you anymore So let me get out of here I must leave your gloomy womb I'm not here to heal your harms I don't want to hear you howl You bring out the worst in me The city of the heady lights I've been living here before I don't own you anymore So let me get out of here I must leave your gloomy womb I'm not here to heal your harms What happened to my soul? What am I losing while I'm growing old? Is this what I've looking for? I've been dying here before