Cold December Nights

Cold december nights like this make me really scared You're not really there And my tree is really bare Another lonely night No gifts, no toys underneath my tree Can this really be I'm singing christmas carols And there's no christmas for me Why aren't you next to me Celebrating christmas Why can't you see what hurts so bad How can you go without paying mind to my sorrow You can't imagine How I feel on this cold december night The stars shine bright as the night air And the thought of you not being here Makes me shed a tear And yet matters remain unclear About why you're gone Or if you'll ever return to this broken heart Life is so torn apart And God knows, lord knows where I need to start re-building