Hate It

I got a little high in my head Floatin' with the drunks on the sidewalk Tryin' to hold onto my buzz Runnin' from the fool that I am Wishin' I could turn my damn mind off But I forgot who I was But I know that I need And I'll say it how I feel I know that I want real I just don't wanna see you With anyone but me Now I can barely breathe Drownin' in my jealousy And now I know I've Never been the kind to leave My heart out on the line It's too damn hard to fake it And keep sayin' that I'm fine I hate it I still love you and I hate it Gotta sleep in a bed that you made Heard it said but it ain't that damn easy Head spinnin' like a ceilin' fan Ain't no peace of mind So I reach for a prayer But your body still ain't there I just don't wanna see you With anyone but me Now I can barely breathe Drownin' in my jealousy And now I know I've Never been the kind to leave My heart out on the line It's too damn hard to fake it And keep sayin' that I'm fine I hate it I still love you and I hate it I hate the way that I didn't know The way you loved me 'til I let you go I hated 23 Wasted all on wanting me Now I can barely breathe Drownin' in my jealousy And now I know I've Never been the kind to leave My heart out on the line It's too damn hard to fake it And keep sayin' that I'm fine I hate it I still love you and I hate it