Colours Fading

Wake up feeling like a new day needs me But the clock reads three And I slump back into my bed Motivation feeds the hungry mind So I guess starving tells me Something I knew all along Spend the day reflecting my mistakes In the end it means nothing If I can't pursue my dreams Fall asleep into a darker place Where my mind shuts off for the day And recollects in peace Lie awake while the colours fade away The truth is I never changed Black to white is still grey Lie awake while the colours fade Living everyday cast in shadow Living in contempt, rash and shallow Colours splash violently, aberrant, suddenly Mask your eyes silently, from the truth, blissfully Ignorance born from chained emotions Weakness born from fear of false notions Colours splash violently, aberrant, suddenly Mask your eyes silently, colours fading Lie awake while the colours fade away The truth is I never changed Black to white is still grey Lie awake while the colours fade Living everyday cast in shadow Living in contempt, rash and shallow Colours splash violently, aberrant, suddenly Mask your eyes silently, from the truth, blissfully Ignorance born from chained emotions Weakness born from fear of false notions Colours splash violently, aberrant, suddenly Mask your eyes silently, colours fading