Salvation

I met my darkest hour, it smiled I have a hard time choosing fights My loved ones tell me I'll be fine Still, I'm so afraid to die alone I'm so afraid to die alone 'Cause I'm afraid there won't come anyone home To find me, to find me I guess I need salvation I guess I'm wrong for failing I swallow my pride and cravings Pray so I don't Have to renounce my living Won't let my reason change me Cover my eyes so gently Reap what I sow I cry at tills like a waste of time I think of tills like a waste of mine I'm losing sleep, I feel so high But I'm still afraid to die alone I'm so afraid to die alone 'Cause I'm afraid there won't come anyone home To find me, to find me I guess I need salvation I guess I'm wrong for failing I swallow my pride and cravings Pray so I don't Have to renounce my living Won't let my reason change me Cover my eyes so gently Reap what I sow I'm so afraid to die alone 'Cause I'm afraid there won't come anyone home To find me, to find me So I flip the camera on my phone Hope for a smile, but he doesn't seem to like me To like me I guess I need salvation I guess I'm wrong for failing I swallow my pride and cravings Pray so I don't Have to renounce my living Won't let my reason change me Cover my eyes so gently Reap what I sow