Human Bean (feat. Sapphire2001)

Call my phone and block my number, let me sleep, interrupt my slumber If I say I'm fine, I'm not, baby please just let me rot I've fallen in love all over again Not with you but with a bottle of xans Baby I'm not alright but you won't listen to me I can't fall asleep, I'm still fucking counting sheep Hold my hand, would you let me go I'm not fine, just alive, I'm just alive, and I guess that's fine I'm falling in love with someone who doesn't want me Crying at night over silly little petty things But I can not stop my thoughts, I spiral down, I spiral down I'm scared of judgement, I don't want to feel like I'm a problem, but I know I am I'm curious what boys taste like but I'm too scared to try Constantly keeping my head under water I'm losing sleep all of the time, cant cope with what they'll say Time and again lost in my head, I wear your folded crown Say that you never meant what you said, you always let me down Never stop manipulating, won't acknowledge your own errors When you look at your reflection, do you see yourself Baby don't cry no more, don't shed a tear You'll forget the pain of yesteryear You need all the love that you can get I know better days, i know Good morning The sun shines down on me today I'm happy and I'm alright Good morning The sun shines down on me today I'm happy and I'm alright Don't shed a tear You'll forget the pain of yesteryear You need all the love that you can get I know better days, i know Good morning The sun shines down on me today I'm happy and i'm alright Good morning The sun shines down on me today I'm happy and i'm alright