This Again

I be going through this again, this again, I be, I be, I be, I be, I be, I be

I be going through this again, through this again

Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again

They flexin' on they Instagram, they Instagram

Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn

'Cause I been tryin' to make it, make it, make it out

But I'm losin' my patience, patience, patience now

There's no one that can save me, save me, save me now

I'm somethin' like an angel with no halo now

And that's fucked up, tough luck, I been feelin' like I'm losin' grip

But who's to say? I'm used to this stupid shit

Fans say I'm on fire like my fuse is lit

But all these fake-ass rappers got you convinced, uh

I'm feelin' sea sick, no ocean

Like fuck a re-mix, it's that dough shit

Take my drink up the coast, and now I'm coastin'

I'm closer to really bein' me when this Patron hits

It's so depending on no potential

I go so demented when I hold this pencil

Like I wrote a letter to my older self and told 'em

Don't make friends and do it all yourself

But he won't listen, he's busy makin' music for the sake of it

To worry 'bout a buzz and what they'll think of it

He's so scared and unaware of what patience is

I'm tryin' to make amends 'cuase I was crazy then

I be going through this again, this again

Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again

They flexin' on their Instagram, their Instagram

Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn

And I ain't wanna take this, take this, take this route

It's time for you to face it, face it, face it now

They build you up to break you, break you, break you down

That's why I love the fact they hate me, hate me, hate me now

I got my face in my palm and I'm by myself

Starrin' at the bottle like a shot might help

I wasn't even at the table when the cards got dealt

I could see my phone ringin', sorry not right now

I got work to do, they sayin' Merk's the truth

If you ain't heard the news then you should search the tool

But I'm human, they forget I'm a person too

So you purchase yours, I really air my views, yeah

I been swimmin' in this water and it's toxic

I been feelin' like a martyr in this mosh pit

But I'm really like a mobster on some boss shit, ya notch head,

I'm smart, I'm never caught up in the nonsense

Fuck a blogger, the top five list, Ray Charles in the ring

You ain't got no heads, watch 'em climb to the top

Just to fall like bricks, next year I'll have a hundred thousand on my wrist

Yeah

I be going through this again, through this again

Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again

They flexin' on they Instagram, they Instagram

Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn

'Cause I been tryin' to make it, make it, make it out

But I'm losin' my patience, patience, patience now

There's no one that can save me, save me, save me now

I'm somethin' like an angel with no halo, now

I be going through this again, through this again

Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again

They flexin' on their Instagram, their Instagram

Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn

Leave me alone

I'm far too gone

Don't call my phone

I'm not at home